Betrayed

i betrayed you like a sinner I paid the price and took the ransom kissed your face and turned you over drove the nails in all the deeper take a look around nothing to be found 3x take a look around nothing to be found here i betrayed you like a sinner I paid the price and took the ransom kissed your face and turned you over drove the nails in all the deeper take a look around nothing to be found 3x take a look around nothing to be found here i betrayed you like a sinner I paid the price and took the ransom kissed your face and turned you over drove the nails in all the deeper the deeper i betrayed you like a sinner I paid the price and took the ransom kissed your face and turned you over drove the nails in all the deeper i betrayed you like a sinner I paid the price and took the ransom kissed your face and turned you over drove the nails in all i betrayed you like a sinner you paid the price your life ransom seen your face as you looked over drove the nails in all the deeper

Thanksgiving 2011

Thanksgiving is approaching, and I'll be cooking again this year. If you dont have anywhere to go for Thanksgiving, you're welcome to come to the house for some great food. Check out the menu for the food we'll be having. All of which I'll be making homemade!

Beautiful!

I cant wait to taste those lips of honey
I'm sure your kiss is more than money
When you're around its always sunny
You give me butterflies in my tummy,
Its kinda funny
Then I see your eyes and i'm taken away
Amazed by what i see, i cant even say
One thing i can tell you it made my day
You look at me again, took my breath away
I'll never forget that day
I'll keep this short and make it fast
In an instant you made me forget the past
Spending time with you would be a blast
I hope it happens, and i wish its not the last

The Phoenix In Me.

I cant sleep like I used to
I lost a piece of me when I lost you
Now I struggle to maintain
I thing I'm going insane
But I've changed
Rearranged
My thoughts of who I am
I am a new man
I have to be more
Leave the weights at the door
I carry my head held high
And live like I'm gonna die
Nothing can stand in my way
Fight the battle every day
But I will lose no longer
Because every day I grow stronger
Cuz I don't sleep like I used to
I'm stronger than when I met you
So now I've moved on
And the sting is finally gone
There's only memories that remain
All that's left is mine to gain
I'm never gonna stop
I'm already beyond the top

Great Day

I said good night, I said good morning
what else can I say
Good day

The day started when I seen you
And you made the wait worth it
The things I enjoy the most
Like spending time with you
Are the things that get me through

I said hello, I said good bye
What else can I say
Say hey

Time well spent is the hours with you
From the second we first meet
Until we part once again
You light shines through
So I had to share this, me to you

I said thanks, you said welcome
What else can we say
Good day

I said good night, I said good morning
what else can I say
Great Day

For Valentine's Day

Valentines day is a day to show you care
A day where love is in the air
Like every other day it comes and goes
Even filled with highs and lows
Not everyone may be in love to enjoy the holiday
The point isnt about how much you pay
Its about showing how you feel
Not forgeting about being real
Every year we rush around
Searching for the best gift to be found
During all this sometimes we lose sight
All along forgetting what is right
Yet seeing one smile from you, makes me remember

In the blink of an eye

I see you and the thoughts begin to fly
Like the finale on the 4th of July
Even through the melee
I still can get over your beauty
Through all this I wonder what you think
And what you think of me, before I even can blink
When you look at me what do you see
Do you see Ryan, or do you really see "Me"

its amazing

its amazing what a few days can do
the words that took a breath or two
the decision to make your life new

its amazing how fast we can conform
when our life becomes a storm
and our hearts feel torn

its amazing what love can do
the love that made one out of two
the love i share with you

its amazing what a few words can do
when you make a statement, it makes you
its amazing, you think so too?

there's something about you

there's something about the way
you make
me smile
there's something about the way
you make
me alive
there's something about the way
you are
so fine
there's something about the way
you are
outta my league.

It feels like forever
the time we are apart
it feels like time that we talk
its just never enough

I admire the way you
are just you
nothing to fake
nothing to hide
just a smile

but the way you make me feel
is so beyond words

there's something about the way
you make
me smile
there's something about the way
you make
me alive
there's something about the way
you are
so fine
there's something about the way
you are
outta my reach.

when i want them too
the words just dont come out
and when i'm with you
there seems to be no doubt

so i just take your hand
sitting next to you in the sand
wondering all this time
if you will ever be mine
and just smile

but the way you make me feel
is so beyond words

there's something about the way
you make
me smile
there's something about the way
you make
me alive
there's something about the way
you are
so fine
there's something about the way
you are
so real

Morning Commute

Scents of newsprint and coffee fill the street
Horns and footsteps fuel the beat
The slush of the snow through the tires
As the beautiful white crystal expires
The gray of early morning snow fall
Makes me forget I exist at all
As the sights of lights and reflections
Tempt me to take alternate directions
I press on in the normal mode
Everything seems the same as I forebode
As I arrive at my destination
I unlayer without hesitation
As my wintery voyage has come to an end
Just to do this all over tomorrow, and again.

Friends...

wrote this for one of my best friends in High School.

Is life worth living without a friend?
Someone who’s going to be there till the end.
Someone who brightens your day,
Someone who will never go away,
Someone that will help you when in need,
Someone who hears your plead,
Is life worth living without a friend?
Someone who will give back what you lend,
Someone that knows everything I do,
Someone…You!

Through me

When I look at you I see happiness
It shines beyond all the rest
When you speak I hear the great awesomeness
Of the wonders you have done

Can you see through my eyes
And see how I see you
Can you see in my eyes
And see how I see too

When you're around I feel so good
It brings me to a new height
When you laugh like no one could
I cant do anything less than smile

Can you see through my heart
And how it sees you
Can you see whats in my heart
And how it sees too

If you could see like I do
Would you know what I feel
If you knew what I knew
Would it change what we are

Can you see through my eyes
And see how I see you
Can you see whats in my heart
And how it sees too

Just Everything She Seems

You're more than what the eye can see
More than i could ever want to be

You soft sweet voice as fragrant as lilies
You make my heart beat like a stampede of fillies

Your heart seems pure and so very sincere
I think about you even when you're not near

I could stare into your eyes as if they were lucid
Orbs to your soul, but you probably think I’m stupid

To say this about you is so very true
And i hope you like me as much as i like you

Thanksgiving Day Menu

Here's my menu for Thanksgiving this year!

What I've Found

Your eyes are like transient planets of pure bliss
They sparkle like diamonds in pure white light
Your smile is warming like the summer sun
You always seem to smile when the time is just right
Your hair is so perfect forged from gold
It is always shimmering both day and night
Your lips like two blushing rose pedals
The words you speak from them make everything alright
Your skin is as soft as a gentle fall breeze
It is amazing and quite the sight

All this I’ve seen just in one glance
But that's not the best part
It’s the part that can’t be seen
It’s the kindness I’ve found in your heart